Not Telling the World

Here is the picture I really wanted to post last week.



Since the last pregnancy ended early we are not telling anyone yet. I think things are going much better with this one though. I haven't had any spotting at all. I am feeling some nausea especially in the evening. I have been very tired as well.


I also wanted to post this picture. Aidan was so cute with his cousin. He was so gentle, except when Juliana's legs were on his lap. He liked to give her air hugs and kiss her head, but the legs on him were too much. He will be a really good big brother.



I am going to see the Dr. tomorrow and I am hoping to get an early ultrasound. I think she will let me go. Aidan had a couple of due dates because the early ultrasound said he would be earlier than the conventional method put him. He then came a week earlier than the earlier date so I want to have a better idea of a due date. I will also feel better about this pregnancy when I see more proof that it is happening. I am trying not to worry, but I really want this to happen. It is hard not to be excited and a bit anxious. I also can't wait to see the lima bean picture and hear the heartbeat. I am not looking forward to the really full bladder though.